Thats what you meant to me. Thats what bitter orphans sing. Thats empty bottles and all your pent up energy. It’s what you take from me when you tell me all of this has been with me in mind. Well you’ll have to forgive me, cause I think I’m still angry. And I’m trying hard not to be. Cause its so hard to see you hurt those close to me. And all the broken promises and lessons learned in why its easier to run away. Why its easier to lie. Why its easier to push away. Why its easier to lie. And I know I don’t understand. But if you could help me see why we were not enough, why you felt you had to leave. Why’d you have to leave? Shouldn’t I know better by now? Why am I still here? Listening to your steps get quite in the back of my head. I wish I walked away first. Well haven’t I wished you dead a hundred times again, again, again, Im sorry. Have you ever seen yourself so tall? Your shadow cast across us all, in the light of it all. And you were looking the other way. And I’ve never seen myself so small. And I’ve never been across that water. Did you see me trying, did you see me drowning?
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